Moving On

It's been awhile. Haven't had much to update on but figured I would write a quick update.

We are 98% sure we're giving up on the idea of going active duty. It's a little bit of a let down, but overall, it's been nothing but a let down, so giving up on it really isn't changing much except we don't have to think/worry about it anymore. The deciding factors were of course that we've been waiting 17 months and nothing concrete has happened yet, it took them over 2 months to even get his extension approved and we have had to fill out the same exact form 3 times because they "lost" it all 3 times. It gets old. We have just decided that it's not worth it to put our lives on hold for something that may or may not happen. It's sad bc we put soooooo much time, effort, stress etc into it, all for..... Nothing. But, what can ya do? It obviously wasn't meant to be. Justin still goes back and forth a little bit about it, but overall the consensus is, we're giving up on it.

I'm down 107 lbs as of today. Pretty excited about it. I weigh 164 lbs. I'm still hoping to be down to 150 by Heidi's wedding, so I have about a month and a half to lose 14 lbs! I know it'll happen. :) I'm going to start Insanity and see how it goes. Hopefully I don't die! I just reallllyyyy need to get toned up. If I was happier withnhow my body actually looked, I wouldn't care what the number on the scale was, and I know the only way to do that is to start doing some toning. Pretty sure if I can hack it, Insanity will do the trick! We'll see how it goes. :)

Other than all that, not too much to report on. Just hoping that another opportunity presents itself so we can move on. Justin has applied for a lot of jobs around the area and also back in Manhattan. We are hoping something works out. I know everything appens for a reason, so I guess what I'm saying is, we're just waiting on our reason! Haha :) Only time will tell.