Girls Day!

Okay so we found out that Justin's MOS school will only be five months. I have mixed feelings about it, it's definitely better than being nine months but I have to admit that three months sounded a lot better. Of course we are still waiting for his unit to call us back to find out anything really, so it's not like he's leaving anytime soon probably, but sure wish they would just call so we knew. Ugh. I'm just not sure how to feel about being here with Griffyn without Justin for five months. I just feel like that's a really long time for him to be away from her. I feel like he's going to miss out on a lot of things. But I suppose we will just have to figure out a way to Skype with each other so that we can still sort of see each other, talk to each other and he can watch the things that she's doing that way. It just kind of hurts my heart. On one hand yes, I know that it could be worse, he could be in Afghanistan or Iraq or overseas somewhere, but at the same time, knowing that he is in the states and we are not able to be with him, just kind of sucks. But, let's be honest, I miss my husband even if he's only gone overnight so five months is probably not going to be easy. But, we will survive. I'm just really anxious to find out when all of this is happening. I think that would help me calm down at least a little bit knowing when he's leaving instead of just having it be up in the air. But, it's out of our hands at this point, so we just have to be patient.

On another note, we went bridesmaid dress shopping with Heidi today for her wedding. It was fun yet depressing at the same time. As someone who is actively losing weight but not getting there as quickly as I would like for it to, try going to try on dresses with girls who are literally almost ten sizes smaller than you. Yeah. Not to mention the body that I have been wonderfully blessed with is one size in my hips, being the smaller size, and one size in my bust, the bigger size. So I end up having to order a dress that is too big in the waist and hips but fits me perfect in my bust. Ugh. Depressing to see that number, especially when I know if my boobs were smaller, that dress would fit in a whole size smaller. But, we haven't ordered the dresses yet, I'm hoping to get at least a month before I order mine that way I can lose a little bit more weight and hopefully that number won't be quite so big. But, we had a lot fun and found a really great dress that I am excited about. :)

 I did FitFeb day 23 when I got home today and I also did the love handle work out. Anyway I suppose I will take my depressed self to bed here pretty quick.
1. I am thankful for my bestie's phone call "just because" today.
2. I am thankful for getting to have a girls day with my little princess and my other girls.
3. I am thankful that March is almost here! Love