Bummed!!

Ok, so... I just have to be honest. I am beyond frustrated. I haven't lost even a pound in 2.5 weeks!!!!!! Granted, I haven't gained even an ounce either, so I guess that's good, but I hate this!! Our anniversary is a week from Tuesday, and I was hoping to be at my magic number by then, and not only will I not make that (unless I work out 6 hours a day and don't eat ANYTHING between now and then) I probably won't be down much (if any) more by then either!!! Ugh... It's depressing... I keep trying to remind myself this has happened before, more than once, and then all of a sudden it will start dropping off again, but dang... I hate this... It's totally UN-motivating.... I took pics again the other day, but I haven't uploaded them to the computer yet to compare them to last month to see if I at least LOOK any different.... *sigh* :( Just bums me out. I'm trying really, really hard to stay positive, but it's hard in times like these!!! I just can't believe I'm not down anything in 2.5 weeks.................. :( :( :( I am thinking about starting to go over to Sterling and swimming in their pool, just to mix up my routine a bit, see if that helps things. But, I dunno. Guess we'll see what will work out.

Well, Justin called his unit yesterday to try to talk to the SSgt about what the Cpl ISN'T doing, but he was out of the office... so he has to wait until Monday now to talk to him about it. So, still don't know anything, unfortunately. He has exactly one week left of being a Cpl though!!! I am so proud of him (STILL!) for picking up Sgt! :) He has asked me to go next weekend to watch him get pinned. I am sooooooooo excited about that!! So if he gets pinned on Saturday, that mean I have to miss my niece's 2nd birthday party. :( That really bums me out. But, if he gets pinned on Sunday, I'll still be able to go! He should (hopefully) find out which day it's going to be on Monday when he talks to that SSgt, so we'll see then....

Today was the "Fair on the Square" here in town. It's a cute little "fair" they have where tons of different people set up booths with different things around the square of the courthouse and people can walk around and look at their stuff or buy or whatever. It's always fun. So G, Tara & Heidi and I went to that this morning. We also walked through the car show in the park. :) Then we came home and took a nap for a couple of hours. About 3 we got up and watched the KSU game! They won! So that was exciting! :) Now, G & I are just chillin', Justin left for work awhile ago. Only a few more weeks of nights! Thank goodness. With him having to work 2 months in a row of nights, we are definitely looking forward to the change! :)

I'm singing in church tomorrow morning! I'm really looking forward to it. :) Kinda nervous, it's a new song I've never done outside of my home and the car. ;) But, I think it'll be great! :) I'm looking forward to it! Hopefully, I won't mess up! haha That reminds me, I need to get the CD burned off so I have music! That would be a good thing. ;)

Well, I'm not sure now if I'm going to be able to do the 5k. Justin has to work that weekend now (since he switched crews), no one else seems to want or be able to run it with me, and my HS choir director has asked me to sing for a show in GB that night, but there are rehearsals that morning and afternoon. (The race is at 9am)... So I'm not really sure yet what I'm gonna do. I might just have to wait 'til the next opportunity, maybe then at least someone will be able to do it with me. I just hate to go by myself! I know I could do it, but with it being my first one, I'd LIKE to do it with someone else too! I dunno.. I have 'til that day to decide, but 'til the 30th of Sept to get my fees a little cheaper, so I have a few days to decide for sure I guess. We'll see... I also need to run more, I feel like, before I do one. I have been biking a ton still, but not running as much as I was before, so I dunno. I guess we'll see.

I think that's about all their is to update on. Nothing too exciting! :) Wish me luck for tomorrow morning! :) Hope you guys are all enjoying your weekend! :)
1. I am thankful for getting to spend time with some of my favorite girls this morning!
2. I am thankful that I have the opportunity to sing in church tomorrow!!
3. I am so so so so so thankful the JFJ is working on being served!! :)
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